So I am asking those of you who have maybe been through these situations, perhaps even more serious than this one, how you deal with the worry and the sudden realisation that one of you is going to leave first. It's probably nothing serious and it's all solvable and I am most likely overacting, but being away from each other has increased my fears a lot. When I try to tell him that I am going home for more time, he swears he is fine and invites me to concentrate on my studies. This has generated a lot of anxiety in me and a tremendous fear that I might lose him. ![]() He has started medical treatment and a series of tests for which we are waiting for appointments and results. ![]() It turns out that there are complications with his blood pressure and there is a bit of worry in the air. However, over the last few weeks, some health problems have arisen for my partner. I am currently living in Paris, where I am pursuing my doctoral studies, and we had to be separated for a while, although we see each other frequently thanks to a train that connects us with only a five-hour journey. Everything is going well in our relationship and we will probably get married soon. I (32) and my partner (59) have been together for almost eight years now. I am well aware that this is a subject close to many people's hearts, perhaps even taken for granted by some, but I have been thinking about it a lot lately and I can't get over this fear. I would like to share with you my thoughts of the last few weeks. ![]() First of all, I would like to make a small premise: I am not an English native speaker so I apologise for any possible typo.
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